Tuesday, 22 July 2008

Yesterday......today

My habit of remembering and living in the past is pretty irksome. Also the fact that am back to studying isn't helping at all. It only keeps reminding me of the days back then and it gets me all jittery and in a mess. So, pretty much I keep juggling between the 2 modes i.e. past and the present moment.

But the most worrying part was today when I was eating and I wished I had some side munchies and then remembered my delicious meal from yesterday with prawn crackers and off I went into 'yesterday' mode and even started enjoying the food from y'day ALL OVER AGAIN. So weird!!!

The only saving grace is that now I do realise when I'm doing it and remind myself and then get back to reality.

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